Being a Woman

Hi, I am Madhur and I stay in Mumbai, India with my wife Naina and I wor
as a Manager in a FMCG Company. I think I am leading a virtuous and a
happy life but it could have been a bit more merrier if Naina would have
cooperated. Its been only 2 years of our marriage and we have not yet
planned for kids for Naina wants to settle down well in life before
taking the responsibility of kids. She according to me is very moody and
doesn't enjoy things, I am still not sure as to what she wants and what I
can do to make her happy. It looks as if we are leading our lives for the
sake of it. Our sex life can also be termed as an "ok" one for we have
sex once in two months and I guess none of us get satisfied.

Our marriage was arranged by our parents and we married as told by our
parents. I liked Naina very much and she was beautiful but I feel Naina
does not like me for as per her talks she likes rich and tall and muscled
men whereas my physique is an ordinary one and not a body built types and
I am also not too rich.

Our Professional life was that I worked as a manager and I had got Naina
a job also in the same company. So we used to go together and come back
together but lately Naina has been taking up late evening assignments.

I forgot to tell one thing, I also have a friend of mine, Karan. We were
very close college friends and we had joined together in the same
company. But due to his smartness and skill he had rose to a higher
position on the company. He had been given a bungalow and a car and a
high salary so he was in short rich and handsome and strong built man. We
were good friends in our personal life but in the office we were
colleagues and Karan being my senior. Karan used to frequently visit our
house and Naina used to wait for him and prepare special dinners for him
and they used to chat for hours. I never had any objection for Karan was
a dear friend of mine and I could have never mistrusted him.

So life was going on like this but as I said earlier, Naina started