Dressing and car sex

So I only get to dress up and be the girl I used to be a handful of times a year.

Playing with sex toys feels better in a dress and panties, am I right? I have the phatest big black woman's booty you'll ever find on a white dude. Man boob's that embarrass me when I'm in my guy life, but nice when I get to be the girl I am on the inside.

I can't help but to get dressed for the occasion. You know I'm married, and I can't do my hair or makeup, but I sure feel sexy in the right outfit. I chose my pink rose silky panties, cute little bow in the front. Along with a purple sundress, with nice straps on the shoulder. The bottom of the dress is just a little short, my cute round butt cheeks in their silky panties shines out from under the dress. My tucked clit isn't able to be seen though. This is from how round my ass is, it holds the dress out that much, and my but is not that way from "nasty fat", there is a reason I said "Phatest!" I love my black stalkings too, but chose not to wear them, considering I knew I was going to be on my knees, and I didn't want to tear them.

I bought a few toys a few years ago, small one was easy. Slightly larger was a tougher fit. I have to say, buying real sex lube a month ago was the best idea I've had! When the medium dildo pops in past the ring inside, oh the pleasure!!!

I also bought this giant, like 2" across
In diameter at the head, 12" long dildo. I have tried several times, never able to get it in... until last week!!! The lube was a huge help, but then my hands couldn't hold on to push it in... so I used a pair of my black cotton panties to hold like a glove? It gave me the ability to hold on and force it in. The pressure was intense... I kept thinking I was not going to get the monster in me. Then I relaxed just enough I felt it slide in just a smidgen! The excitement made my cock twitch, and put goosebumps on my head! More pressure and then WHOOSH!!! It slipped right in a inch or so!!! It was AMAZING!!! My nipples went hard, my little clitty shrank to nothing. I was dripping with pure white precum. I worked it in, and out slowly, adding some more lube. I was laying on my back at this point and I was in extasy.